You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.Walk the path before you, shed your tears and express your fears. Would you be willing? Or do you prefer to bottle it all in creating rage within? Life is a mystery to us all. Live, laugh, love and loose.Live Laugh Love the true meaning– When people say it it means Live life at its fullest you never know whats going to happen don’t look back on the past. Laugh because you never know it could be your last have fun with life. Love people never say you hate them or don’t like them they could be your best friend one day or your true love…. Something we all know to well.We all live our lives from one day to the next no matter how complex.We all laugh, and we all love.But during the process of it all… We loose someone or something that seems to hit the base of our hearts and tears us down only to ask ourselves… Was it all worth it?Sadness is experienced through out the world. A common emotion amongst human kind.It’s bitter sweet. We can never over look it.have you ever stopped in a point in time…your mind goes blank and your heart breaks. but your not sad your in this phase of non existence..all you see is an image a scene out side of your bubble..it doesn’t remind you of what has been, but reminds you of what could have been in your life. and that second where you just stare into the blue..and some goes “what are you looking at?” and you say “nothing i was just thinking” and no more is said.. yet your heart seems as if it has been purified..its a piece of heaven you receive once in a while.Look at the stars and you will see,that no matter what, you will always be.Days go by
though time stands still.Life ain’t moving,am I still breathing?

~FRIEND~

Today 30-August-2009(Sunday),well my first GuestBook person wrote on it,is my friend name call ::: Mandy Chen,and she from Indonesia! well where do i know her,is actually throught Facebook! And we knew each other nearly a year..and we never really chat..except on Facebook,we sending some application,that all! But the funny thing is,we can still keep our Friendship this long,hahaa...even thought we don't talk..hehe...But what good thing about her is...when u don't know her u think she is some kinda people who have a high ego..and doesnt care...hahah..(well she saw this will kill me for this) But then when u do get to know her,she is actually a really nice person,and very down to earth...whoever knew her,will know,she actually is a lovely,friendly person. And im glad that i meet her,and our friendship,is glowing more n more and stay friend forever... (Hopefully) People come and go in your life,but good friend is hard to find. First impressions are lasting, and somehow you never forget that first meeting.The pain and agony you may have been experiencing,and your times of sadness suddenly changes to sheer delight, and laughter.Then you realize, vow! This person is a friend!You soon realize that a friend is not a person who measures up to your standards.Instead, a friend is a  real individual.A friend has compassion, love and understanding.A friend accepts you for who you truly are, and respects you just the same.Yes a friend will love, and care for you at all times.A friend is there for you in all seasons of your life.I value my friends more than i value my life. So,when i say you're my friend,it's just as good as saying you're my life.

~MUSIC IS....~

Well,about music...yes all my life i listen to a music.and i really can't live without music! Music is my world,my dream,my soul....Some music inspired me by they're words,some by they're song,the way how they're play it,the way how they're sung it...I feel like on my own beautiful world. I'm always reaching there to try and find a theme. It's just a really nice collection of songs. I think it does have an underlying theme of time and what it does to you. Which is sometime Where words fail, music speaks! Music is expression of harmony in sound. Love is the expression of harmony in life. And I think music in itself is healing. It's an explosive expression of humanity. It's something we are all touched by. No matter what culture we're from, everyone loves music. And i think Music is the mediator between the spiritual and the sensual life. "The music takes you to the scene, the place but the words take you there". Without music, life would be an error. Music is the key to my heart.

KISS THE RAIN

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes
 I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave
The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dream
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

So why am i still here in the Rain.