Is feeling low again today......Don't know why? Maybe this is life,and is kinda funny always have the moods ^_^ And sometime is the people make you going down,and depressed....Well i always try to listen to some music,to make my mood get better again...music is very important in my life and will always be...if is not work,then my friends will be my next to comfort. Which is also really important to me too. And if this doesn't work,then i may try to wrote a diary....which is now i am here try to tell how i feel,and as well i  post a notes on facebook today about "you decide"::: You are the person that has to decide; Whether you’ll do it or toss it aside. You are the one who makes up your mind; Whether you’ll lead or linger behind. Whether you’ll try for the goal that’s far; Or be contended to stay where you are. Take it, or leave it. Here’s something to do; Just think it over. It’s all up to you! What do you wish? To be known as as shrink, known as a good person who’s willing to work, Scorned for a loafer or praised by you boss, rich or poor, beggar or thief? Eager or earnest or dull through the day, honest or crooked? It’s you who must say! You must decide in the face of the test. Whether you’ll shrink it or give it your best. Well i think this is kinda right thought....but for some people may think a different,but this is life isn't it,you either love it or hate it...and people will be the same....you can be either love that person or hate that person. If god was with us throughout our life,it would have been a smooth journey. Sometime struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we were to go through life without any obstacles,it would  cripple us. We would not be as strong as we could have been and we could never fly. So what really matters at the end of the day is if you've made the best use of time. And done everything that you needed to do. Dont sit just there waiting,you only live once. See i thought you life is funny sometime,and is confusing,complicated.....but of couse can be good sometime too...... oh gosh,i am talking too much,haha....you guys porbably think is boring...hehe...well im off to bed now...is kinda late..and im tired..so will try to wrote more tomorrow...good night everyone out there....zzzzzzzzzzzz

~Sign My Guess Book~

Well today i finally find the website where i can upload template for blogger..so that i can using something i like..i am so happy,which is i find this template,and i think is so cool and suit me too,hehe...and hopefully you guys,whoever check out my blog with like it too..so enjoy it..and please come often...and if you guys want,left a comment for my poem,cheers^_^ I will try to updated as often as i can..cause im still new with this blogger,so i need more time to figure it out more stuff and try to write more stuff too....and hopefully will try to upload some of my photos>_< Well,if anybody intrested to see my ugly face>_< hahaha....well,is getting late,i think is bed time..so will try do some more for tomorrow,if i can...good night whoever out there,sweet dream^_^ zzzzzzzzzz...

~FOR YOU....~

For you, I wish good health
For you, I wish happiness and peace of mind
For you, I wish success in your personal life and in your career
For you, I wish the vanishing of hard feelings
among family and friends

For you, I wish laughter and joy
For you, I wish a strong faith to carry you through
the times that are hard
For you, I wish food upon your table
and clothes upon your back

For you, I wish a walk in the forest
For you, I wish friendship, honesty, and fidelity
with your mate

For you, I wish the hug of a child
For you, I wish the morning dew and sunlight
For you, I wish a bubble bath by candlelight

For you, I wish a good cry
For you, I wish the songs of a bird and
a babbling creek

For you, I wish lessons learned so you
will not make the same mistakes over and over

For you, I wish quiet times shared
with the one you love
For you, I wish the innocence of youth
and the wisdom of maturity
For you, I wish the experience of grass
beneath your feet
For you, I wish the receipt of joy in simple matters

For you, I wish the fragrance of a rose
For you, I wish a heart that is at home
For you, I wish dancing by moonlight
For you, I wish the pleasure of fishing

For you, I wish a Mother’s love

For you, I wish a good nights sleep
For you, I wish the laughter of a child
For you, I wish memories of days gone by
For you, I wish a heart nestled in
acceptance with yourself

For you, I wish dancing eyes and a ready smile

For you, I wish compassion and understanding
For you, I wish the appreciation of
a hard days work

For you, I wish safety at all times
For you, I wish insight
For you, I wish a spring rain

For you, I wish simplicity

For you, I wish a day of rest but most of all
I wish you love

You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.Walk the path before you, shed your tears and express your fears. Would you be willing? Or do you prefer to bottle it all in creating rage within? Life is a mystery to us all. Live, laugh, love and loose.Live Laugh Love the true meaning– When people say it it means Live life at its fullest you never know whats going to happen don’t look back on the past. Laugh because you never know it could be your last have fun with life. Love people never say you hate them or don’t like them they could be your best friend one day or your true love…. Something we all know to well.We all live our lives from one day to the next no matter how complex.We all laugh, and we all love.But during the process of it all… We loose someone or something that seems to hit the base of our hearts and tears us down only to ask ourselves… Was it all worth it?Sadness is experienced through out the world. A common emotion amongst human kind.It’s bitter sweet. We can never over look it.have you ever stopped in a point in time…your mind goes blank and your heart breaks. but your not sad your in this phase of non existence..all you see is an image a scene out side of your bubble..it doesn’t remind you of what has been, but reminds you of what could have been in your life. and that second where you just stare into the blue..and some goes “what are you looking at?” and you say “nothing i was just thinking” and no more is said.. yet your heart seems as if it has been purified..its a piece of heaven you receive once in a while.Look at the stars and you will see,that no matter what, you will always be.Days go by
though time stands still.Life ain’t moving,am I still breathing?

~FRIEND~

Today 30-August-2009(Sunday),well my first GuestBook person wrote on it,is my friend name call ::: Mandy Chen,and she from Indonesia! well where do i know her,is actually throught Facebook! And we knew each other nearly a year..and we never really chat..except on Facebook,we sending some application,that all! But the funny thing is,we can still keep our Friendship this long,hahaa...even thought we don't talk..hehe...But what good thing about her is...when u don't know her u think she is some kinda people who have a high ego..and doesnt care...hahah..(well she saw this will kill me for this) But then when u do get to know her,she is actually a really nice person,and very down to earth...whoever knew her,will know,she actually is a lovely,friendly person. And im glad that i meet her,and our friendship,is glowing more n more and stay friend forever... (Hopefully) People come and go in your life,but good friend is hard to find. First impressions are lasting, and somehow you never forget that first meeting.The pain and agony you may have been experiencing,and your times of sadness suddenly changes to sheer delight, and laughter.Then you realize, vow! This person is a friend!You soon realize that a friend is not a person who measures up to your standards.Instead, a friend is a  real individual.A friend has compassion, love and understanding.A friend accepts you for who you truly are, and respects you just the same.Yes a friend will love, and care for you at all times.A friend is there for you in all seasons of your life.I value my friends more than i value my life. So,when i say you're my friend,it's just as good as saying you're my life.

~MUSIC IS....~

Well,about music...yes all my life i listen to a music.and i really can't live without music! Music is my world,my dream,my soul....Some music inspired me by they're words,some by they're song,the way how they're play it,the way how they're sung it...I feel like on my own beautiful world. I'm always reaching there to try and find a theme. It's just a really nice collection of songs. I think it does have an underlying theme of time and what it does to you. Which is sometime Where words fail, music speaks! Music is expression of harmony in sound. Love is the expression of harmony in life. And I think music in itself is healing. It's an explosive expression of humanity. It's something we are all touched by. No matter what culture we're from, everyone loves music. And i think Music is the mediator between the spiritual and the sensual life. "The music takes you to the scene, the place but the words take you there". Without music, life would be an error. Music is the key to my heart.

KISS THE RAIN

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes
 I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave
The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dream
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

So why am i still here in the Rain.